Lists of my life

I was unable to concentrate fully during Contract class which was a failure. My mind is fulled with many little things that i want to do and i want to achieve. There are so many things to do yet so little time.


I feel that my money is inadequate. There are so many things to buy, to fix, to manage and to study.
I would love to have lovely storage boxes for my room this CNY so that i can store my belongings in neatly. This always makes me feel great and satisfied. It somehow brings me to the future, it makes me think that i am living in a big house of mine with MY VERY OWN BEDROOM. because everything is just so neatly arranged. feeling like a rich person since messy is the norm of my family.

the list just goes on.


Back to today, despite of the atmosphere of success that most of my college mates flashed to me today, after receiving their flying colour results, i managed to stand strong and share their happiness along, which i personally think, was a tough task. However, i did not feel great. I am still dying to know where is my Law marks gone to. It was not that i did not study, i studied. it was not that i did not believe myself, i did. So what else? wrong format maybe? or, answered incorrectly which i thought was perfectly correct? It made me wonder how can i got the lowest marks, 76 among my friends. Even Sue Hyen got 84%. It was somehow disappointing.


I am worrying about my income in the next few months. how am i going to survive without working as a promoter? With yoga fee and daily expenditure stacking each month, how can i ever giving up job and concentrate fully in my studies? no way, i am not giving up my yoga classes. i can't stop dreaming myself having an awesome body shape. What's more when i am on my way to healthy living style.


For now,

Things to do:
1. Manage blogshop before holiday break ends.
2. Make over my room for CNY.
3. Get a newspapers for english vocabulary updates!
4. Study of course.
5. Arrange my academic files and books. there are many and confusing.


Things to achieve:
1. Travel as much as possible but according to financial's status.
2. Achieve 2As in my Cambridge A-Level.
3. Update blogshop twice a month.
4. Attend Yoga classes throughout the year and never give up.
5. Raw food diet as much as possible.


There are so many challenges ahead, how can i ever give up so easily?


Yours truly.

Faith will move mountain.

I do not know what kind of feeling is filling me now. Upset for getting a B for law and a C for economics or be grateful that i still stand a chance to achieve A on both subjects in the A2 examination?

Baobei said, this might be part of God's plan, to make my zest for A grade towering high. I think the same way as well. I might not have the same enthuasiasm to study like now if i have gotten A for both subjects.

However, to realize that i am still way behind my friends, i somehow feel stupid and ungrateful. Jealousy keeps building on me realizing a friend of mine, Josephine, gotten a straight A's in A-Level. I feel happy for her but i would be happier if both of us celebrating great results together.
i wish, desperately hope, the next time i receive my results, i will be in tears.
Tears of joy.


And that now i am still at the unfinished racetrack, i believe Jesus is there for me along this challenging and arduous competition. I am not giving up, i am catching up with them and failure will never defeat me. My greatest wish of this year? yes, straight A for A-Level. I believe faith will move mountain , of course, hard work too.


Yours truly.

I am Eunice Lee :)