I do not know what kind of feeling is filling me now. Upset for getting a B for law and a C for economics or be grateful that i still stand a chance to achieve A on both subjects in the A2 examination?
Baobei said, this might be part of God's plan, to make my zest for A grade towering high. I think the same way as well. I might not have the same enthuasiasm to study like now if i have gotten A for both subjects.
However, to realize that i am still way behind my friends, i somehow feel stupid and ungrateful. Jealousy keeps building on me realizing a friend of mine, Josephine, gotten a straight A's in A-Level. I feel happy for her but i would be happier if both of us celebrating great results together.
i wish, desperately hope, the next time i receive my results, i will be in tears.
Tears of joy.
And that now i am still at the unfinished racetrack, i believe Jesus is there for me along this challenging and arduous competition. I am not giving up, i am catching up with them and failure will never defeat me. My greatest wish of this year? yes, straight A for A-Level. I believe faith will move mountain , of course, hard work too.
Yours truly.
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